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2012-01-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

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2012-01-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

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twenty-six

2012-01-16T11:01:00.002+08:00

A year ago, at about this time, I was probably still awake from last night's "party", hangover maybe but still in disbelief we managed to squeeze 20 or so people in a room meant for 2.

Now that's longggg over, this year the old gang decided to meet up for Yan's birthday dinner @ Beach Road and then leps sesh at Gardens By The Bay.

As quoted by birthday boy himself,
We grow too soon old and too late smart, happy birthday Yan & Berg!

happy 27th birthday, adrian

2012-01-12T09:20:00.001+08:00

Dinner @ Cumi Bali for the 9 of us. So happy to see all of you. Rindew banget!
And then off to Pigeon Hole for leps/drinks sesh.

Cheers to our 3 yrs of friendship and counting, Uncle Tan!!

till we meet again, Goa!

2012-01-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

no party pictures because we were too fucked to care. Ok no la.

can't be arsed to bring films out at night no good flash + no light

but really
I thought I've had enough of trippy visuals (human beings more like it) + dark trance
But when the last night ended.... I felt like bursting into tears knowing it's my last night and there won't be such nights anymore

so drama? neh
we be missing Sunburn Festival 2011 too /STABSELF

oh wells.

ps: we still want our bhang lassi!

holy.smoke Pushkar

2012-01-06T11:45:00.001+08:00

kids by the streets playing kites

apparently everyone flies kites in India, especially during India Kite Festival

quote unquote Raj, the skies will be full of kites! imagine that!

morning breakfast and late night activities spent on the rooftops restaurant at our guesthouse

oooooh~ everyone loves bob marley (pronounced bu mah-ley)

doing some ritual thing at lake brahmah

i'm sorry but

sigh what were thinking~ the parts we had to repeat after the priest (in hindi no less!) was scary but funny
but the part he said, "good karma bad karma good fortune good life good family....
how much you like to donate?" not funny eh

lunch cum dinner,

ohhh fucking hungry to the max i think this was the 4th day or so we've been eating nothing but VEG FOOD! strictly all veg food, no meat at all.

criesssss!!

don't ask me what this is

idk myself but yea went to a childrens' party by the lawn at the back

it was fun though, really nice music & atmosphere

for a moment i felt like i was in an exchange program of some sort....

started out early next morning,

off to hike in the mountains!

effing beautiful place

"do bollywood make movies here?"

"yes yes they dooo~"

(world? maybe? yes? no?)

why can't spore have such a place?

yknw that fucked up feeling and all you need to do is grab a bike and cycle/hike up

alone, with friends, who cares :(

lepak with aloo baba (back person. btw that really is his name!) & his kuncungs (sp?!)

also, our first time smoking harshies using a chilem, courtesy of monk

nie baru ganjagurus heheahahhaa joke

mountain guru part 2 looked on as we walked out and waited for our chais

drinking chai + smoking harshies in cold weather up in the mountains

siiiigh~

had chais all day, no plain water

krishna & murari led us to a drinking well

and so....

we drank. it was fine guise

pit stop at Vela

(ala2 blk 40 or your favourite local lepak corner. you can find them here everyday 24/7)

and fuggggggg idky the kid is on MY LAP goddamn

next morning set out and got our own chilems!!

now... to find some harshies!

k no, justttt kidddddenggggg

mm.

since Pushkar had no meat, we ventured out to another state

about an hr ride to Ajmer for huge tandoori chicken and briyani. sedap gila oiiii

and then back to Jaipur before catching our flight to Goa!

2 days in Jaipur

2012-01-05T11:43:00.002+08:00

Arrived in Jaipur the next morning after our flight to Mumbai via domestic flight. As usual everyone was too shagged from bus rides (SIN - KL) (standard procedure hehe) and flights but that didn't stop us from wanting to walk around Jaipur in the cold weather. Temp as low as 5deg, to which I conclude... I dislike cold weathers. Totally. True "tak payah mandi yay hahaha" but still cold weathers refrain me from doing a lot of things. It makes me lazy. Sunny sunshine x cool breeze ftw!

Also, did I mention.... our first cab driver actually informed us that SRK was in town, the same day as us! We were skeptical about it at first (check2 world je...) but he mentioned it being in the papers so hahaha. Next question was, "Do you know which hotel he's staying at?" LMAO SRK fan at heart.

Moving on!!

stayed here on our last night in Jaipur out of obligations - Ratan Niwas Guesthouse

some museum our very patient rickshaw driver, Mr Raju brought us to

hehehe meet Mr Raju! he's fucking nice I swear
100rupees per person for all around Jaipur say whut~

kains galore, I kid you not!!!!! couldn't decide on so many things :(

we mah grow up to be makciks part 8273189

top view of whole of (old) Jaipur City

Old because they actually have a New Jaipur City

Egypt kah?

cultureshock ttm. we were basically treated like princesses which we are NOT.

ps: don't mind the turbans

met 3 really nice guys who thought we were from a) korea b) china....tf CHINA c) malaysia! yay close

morning chais and peanut butter & nutella toasts!

served every breakfast, lunch, dinner. asked how many cups they have a day: 15! oh god~

meet our favourite guesthouse owner's son, Raman

Jaipur's been great. would hv been better if SRK was around.... ok no

+2hrs ride. goodbye Jaipur, hello Pushkar!

happy 2012!

2012-01-04T17:02:00.000+08:00

Great spot and all but ... ... Singapore will always be Singapore - small and boring. Add this on to OUR resolution: get the fuck out of here on the last week of December 2012 kidoke?!

goodbye 2011.

2011-12-29T11:48:00.000+08:00

What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before?

Travelled to certain places, had new food, experienced new cultures, met new people. Went for Iron Maiden and Crystal Castles (two most favourite bands hellllo!) for the first and probably (hopefully not) last time, had my wisdom tooth removed and the most recent, raving to dark trance while on acid, need I add: surrounded by oompa loompas. Idk if that's supposed to be a good or bad thing but yessss....

Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

Last year my resolution was to stay in my job and pshhh I'm still working, still struggling every fucking morning. I wished I could say I'm free for the next year or so though but sadly no. For 2012 and the next few years, my resolution would be moving a step forward to a rtw trip. No concrete plans as of yet but insyie will make it happen with people who matter. YEEEEEPPPP EXCITING

Did anyone close to you give birth?

No.

Did anyone close to you die?

No.

What countries did you visit this year?

Philippines: Manila, Boracay, Donsol

Thailand: Phuket

Malaysia: KL

India: Mumbai, Jaipur, Pushkar, Goa

What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?

More opportunities and experiences, more self-esteem, more..... kachingsssss hehe

What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

Too many actually..... All good ones

What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Learning how to stay sane and not resort to whatevs when things don't go my way. Ohm shanti ohm.

What was your biggest failure?

Not cliff-diving at Boracay when I HAD THE FUCKING CHANCE. Omg knew it. Regret big time.

Did you suffer illness or injury?

No.

What was the best thing you bought?

All those flight, bus, concert, festival tickets. Parties, events etc.

Whose behaviour merited celebration?

Nil

Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

Nil

Where did most of your money go?

Travelling, concerts, ciggies, groceries

What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Travelling and concerts, 'nuff said

What song will always remind you of 2011?

I don't have a 2011 song but I do have an old song which I can't stop listening to recently.

A7X's Seize the Day

Compared to this time last year, are you:

happier or sadder?

About the same. This time last year I came back from Laos. And few days ago I came back from India. Feeling a bit detached and depressed that I have to go back to work and face all those normal routines but def happy to be around Yoji again!

thinner or fatter?

Thinner. Left the house this morning with my mom's voice trailing "Asal kau makin kurus" Urgh the usual assumptions.

richer or poorer?

Oh, poorer as always!

What do you wish you’d done more of?

Finish my workload when I'm at work instead of surfing the net. Oops not always though just today I promise

What do you wish you’d done less of?

Crying myself sick at one point of time

How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent it at Curlies at Goa. India is an awesome place in general. Would LOVE to go back.

Did you fall in love in 2011?

Yeah again and again :)

How many one-night stands?

Neh

What was your favourite TV program?

OC!

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

Nope

What was the best book you read?

I'm ashamed to say I don't read books SO LAZY LA CAN

What did you want and get?

To travel

What did you want and not get?

To travel for months for a start. FUCK WORK! And money issues obviously

What was your favourite film of this year?

Gee idk

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

The plan was to head to Philippines on that week itself but it was Holy Week and everything was way more expensive (peak period etc etc) but it was mostly and mainly because my boss didn't approve my leave as she was going on a holiday herself WHAT FUCK anyway yeah moved it a week forward. Had a great time actually. Missed it so bad at times. On the night itself had dinner with the rest of the gang, yknw the usuals. Also, I turned 22.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Getting out. Escaping from reality more often. Gahhhh sorry to be irritating but yes.... this is not the life that I want

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?

Becoming more selekeh by the day, it's scary

What kept you sane?

a happy Yoji

friends

trips

& trips

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

in 2011? wellllll...... the list didn't alter actually

johnny depp

tommy lee

brandon boyd

4everrrervevrvrvrvveer

Who did you miss?

My close pals every now and then.

Who was the best new person you met?

Loads actually. All the people I met during my trips have their own~ kind~ of personality. Everyone's different and interesting.

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:

Love fiercely, live dangerously, let go and let things be.

TWENTY-TWO

2011-12-08T09:54:00.001+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday, Shar! Love you bb.

don't shake, i hate to see you tremble

2011-12-06T13:49:00.001+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a bit too late but fuck yessssssss

ohhh-la.

2011-12-05T10:18:00.001+08:00

It's the last month of the year........ again. Too fast ya think and I'm getting bored of blogging tbh like as if you can't already tell

Anyway

Dec'11 so far in pictures.

correction: Picture.
hrajrhuihruhg it's about time I get a new camera or not be so lazy to bring mah films outttttt. Updates on Shar's 22nd birthday party last Saturday soon. Also, my hair. Fuckkk it should be brighter yes yes yes?? Not some "magenta red" turned copper on some stupid Asian black hair. Could have bleached it again if I don't mind losing hair at every touch.

Meanwhile somewhere in France,

Me. Home. Now. PLEASE.

ride out the storm somewhere else

2011-11-28T10:24:00.001+08:00

"Weekends don't count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless." -Bill Watterson

Well not last weekend he he heeee though I don't understand why the sudden feverish feeling (again). Is my body too old for even one decent pardy!? Okay not so decent the moment I got out of the cab and staggered my way back..... circa 2008 geez

Anyway
Happy 22nd birthday to both Wawa and Noneh :>

101

2011-11-23T13:53:00.001+08:00

nude

2011-11-22T10:42:00.001+08:00

looks so comfy. i want.

ohmmm.

2011-11-21T11:15:00.001+08:00

“Traveling is a brutality. It forces you to trust strangers and to lose sight of all that familiar comfort of home and friends. You are constantly off balance. Nothing is yours except the essential things – air, sleep, dreams, the sea, the sky – all things tending towards the eternal or what we imagine of it.”

— Cesare Pavese

good vibes

2011-11-18T11:14:00.001+08:00

oyay my tumblr is fine again!

hello kitty noir collection

2011-11-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAH. FUCK YES!! Pls be there still when I drop by pls pls plsssss!!!!!!!!

hrrcn drnk

2011-11-16T10:16:00.001+08:00

GODDAMN! I LOVE THAT DRESS! I LOVE YOU!

choc mug cake

2011-11-15T09:19:00.001+08:00

Because I figured I cannot keep buying those brownies from 7-11 @ $2.30each everyday. Karma for saying "ew tak sedap" to Fey when he offered some to me but after trying it for myself... omg cannot. stop. eating. All it takes is 5 mins and this coming from me, you definitely won't go wrong. Enjoyzzzz!

(source)

a fine high lovely madness

2011-11-14T09:33:00.001+08:00

As you grow older, you realise who are worthy of your time, who you should make an effort to please and who you should sacrifice certain things for. It's weird how some things are not as important as they were perhaps 3 years ago but so effing glad you're still part of this. Hoping things will stay the same, either that or for a better change, for as long as possible, with the same few people and that special someone. Love you all x infinity!

we'll build a fortress to keep them out

2011-11-10T13:44:00.002+08:00

yes.

the land of kings

2011-11-09T11:24:00.008+08:00

I miss reblogging/wasting time on Tumblr but no can do... can't even make a new account as of yet because I can't log out from pollywantsacrack, all Tumblr keep showing is:

Thus the major lack of "updates". Reset my password as requested, but nothing. It's darn annoying k whatever this shan't affect mua because.....

CAN YOU FEEEEEEEL IT? K no I will not, I repeat, not, countdown till December.

I think.

To my friends irl: If you haven't noticed, there's a new Label: Photos. Goes all the way back to 2005! Couldn't stop laughing reading archive @ madblues but cannot comment a lot la (say people say yourself).
PS: old unwanted photos have been permanently removed TROLLOLLOLLL

lovelovelove.

2011-11-08T15:22:00.002+08:00

Superb long weekend spent with loved ones:

3, ok fine Three Musketeers (4 thumbs up haha!). Garretts. Supper @ Mak's Place. Yojiboy. Raffles Place. Suntec. McFlurry/Yami Yoghurt/BK onion rings + burger/McCafe Double Chocolate/Sushi picnic under a Starbucks Coffee umbrella. Asyh/Sam/Kynn. Hari Raya Haji. MY BABY SNORKEL. Lepz @ Mars' crib. Pizza + bb tea night in with the girls. Awwhhhhsome.

halloweek preview

2011-10-31T14:41:00.000+08:00

Chilled weekend fo'shure.

Friday off to gd ol' Sempz, Saturday to Maison Ikkoku for coffee and then kinda tak perls day-night in at Pan Pacific. Will probably edit this with more pictures! Good day!

happy diwali!

2011-10-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

I can go on and on about how my PH went but that just won't do, idk. It's more than what I have to say, definitely more than an evening movie date, pit stop at H&M, dinner and quality time. After two goddamn weeks, the only person I wanna run back to is you.

Spend your money on the things money can buy. Spend your time on the things money can’t buy.

www.sanrio.com

2011-10-24T10:56:00.003+08:00

pls pls plssspsplsplsplsplspslslspspslslssssssss omggg need.need.neeeeeeeed.

alcool @ south brigde road

2011-10-24T08:43:00.002+08:00

5 x Martell bottles, shitload of beers and $12 fried rice. Most expensive FRIED RICE I've ever ordered but need not pay for so heh

the ugly sad truth

2011-10-19T10:21:00.001+08:00

Susanna: How many guys would I have to sleep with to be considered promiscuous? Textbook promiscuous?
Dr. Wick: What do you think?
Susanna: Ten? Eight? Five? And how many girls would a guy might have to sleep with to be considered promiscuous? Ten? Twenty? A hundred and nine?

just one of those days

2011-10-18T10:50:00.001+08:00

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy how you're always stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you simply don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but you keep pushing further and further away. It's hard looking back just to realize things are different and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it's not worth your time, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

happy 25th birthday, niki!

2011-10-14T09:41:00.005+08:00

2 years ago at Helipad:

omg excuse the fatness!! MAJOR

Last night @ Frienzie:

bimbo used her polaroid like nobody's business

"different day mah!!"

ex Anthony Hair chabors hehehe

urgh they always call me Ah Mah for fuck reasons. annoyinggggggg

Sexy chick because the song never fail to remind me of her - the times we would play it on repeat while working just because we can..... and also cause we were (secretly) high and she made a customer's hair look like a poodle.

will. never. forget.

ps: I wrote nothing in blue (including the arrow)! so yea wasn't me hahaha

asleep in the poppies

2011-10-12T09:33:00.003+08:00

I've learnt to always build a wall no matter what - you may never feel as much joy - but it sure as hell beats the feeling of pain.

I'm sorry for always "blowing up all my chances". I'm sorry for not trying hard enough. I'm sorry for not being good enough, never good enough. I'm sorry you had to go through this, only to regret. But most of all, I'm sorry that I'll spend forever wishing things were different.

trance around the world

2011-10-11T12:39:00.001+08:00

&lt;p&gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;p&amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;p&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;Rai&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/p&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/p&amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&lt;/p&gt;

Fucking hate the rain, it's making me feel like shit thus trance to perk me up.

destroy what destroys you

2011-10-11T12:32:00.005+08:00

I want to forget all the pain, anger and hurt and just start anew but not with you.

2011-10-11T09:21:00.001+08:00

Happiness truly is a drug on its own.

google+

2011-10-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

http://goplus.us/nurfajean

FB makes me cringe so i'm moving but i have 9 friends and only 1 is active hahaha

to sum up my weekend:

2011-10-10T09:48:00.003+08:00

- the change-up (funny gila! watch!)
- le baroque omg sleazy as fuck
- aunt's place
- sleep
- sleep
- sleep

Ahhhh bliss. Right now all I miss is partying, drinking and getting high I kid you not. It's been a fucking long time and I want to feel that euphoric / stoned / inafuckingdaze feeling again cause I MISS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well duh. Friday night didn't count, if any, it just made me miss partying more lol

swatch x kidrobot

2011-10-07T15:15:00.005+08:00

OMG DAMN CUTE I WANT: th second from right pink and blue so cute omg omg omg.....

j is for jerk, j is for -

2011-10-04T13:37:00.003+08:00

It's Tuesday, not even mid-week WHAT. Godddd gimmmeeee strrrengthhhhh. Starting to hate work x infinity. I fucking hate a certain colleague of mine, you have no idea. We just can't click. Impossible. Every single thing he says pisses me off and it's not even supposed to be that way, I think? Most days I try to just brush it off but today it's just garhghjahjas!! And all he did was say "cannot wake up ah?" when I reached work 30 minutes late. Idk? The fucking sarcasm in it made me want to grab my desktop and throw it in his face. Or maybe it's just me! But NOOOOO I DON'T GET THAT SAME ANNOYED FEELING WITH ANYONE ELSE I SWEAR and the "best" part is he's a muthafucking Taurus!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING ANNOYING. First male Taurus ever I can't click with. Ears turning red as I'm typing this out yes it's dead serious gpoy

PEW PEW PEW -

2011-10-03T15:22:00.004+08:00

"Between the hours of three and five, the music turns even more acidic, reflecting the general wired ambiance. Everyone tripping out on identical waves - Celtic Cross paradise. Things take on another dimension out here in the middle of the night - a fire starts and the strobe plays with our brains, dancing around the fire, all negativity replaced by positive energy. The trip runs deeper in the middle of the night, beats per minute increasing, everyone locked into the world of the unnamed DJ leading us all on this magical journey into infinity. Suddenly there is only us and the music, nothing else. This is it, this is what we are - Everything Is All Right. Bodies responding to every single beat of the music, lost in it, wanting and needing more.

Suddenly the sun is here already. A new dawn begins and the mood changes once more. You look around the dance floor - seeing people for the first time. Radiant smiles, shining eyes, that polished sheen, that knowing smile. Music uplifts now, this is a celebration - everything is so warm; the air, the sand, the sea, the sun. We are marching now together onwards and upwards, the sun reflects the myriad of colours amongst us all. Rubbing fluro paint from the trees and smearing our faces with it. Going for walks and spending some time with precious strangers - meeting and loving, wishing the wishes of a thousand dreams. Two hundred dancing freaks defiantly surrendering their souls to the DJ - things don’t get much better out here. Evenings spent in the Shore Bar in South Anjuna, watching the sun come down. Chillums to the left of me, mushrooms to the right, here I am stuck in the middle with you. The sun sets and the music pumps up big time. People spill out onto the beach, dancing and trancing their way forward. Gazing at the majestic horizon - seeing a million things there. Stars start to appear inside and out - join our trip! The tunes get faster, the floor gets busier, sand kicking up. Feel the beat, feel the power, this just gets stronger by every hour. A melody floats in and we all fly off. Motorbikes whiz past in the wet sand, causing confusion momentarily - reality is strange here too. Crazy nights in the Shore Bar - the most hedonistic bar in the world then, the biggest adult-supermarket in the universe. A friend called Cosmic Magick who only sold nice magick and definitely nothing too tragic. Dancing your way across the floor, watching the waves float in a few metres away, BOM BOM BOM pounding in your ears. Spliffs attacking you from every angle, running your way onto the sand. Collapsing under the stars, losing yourself in them, the biggest fireworks display in the eternity of the world. A docile cow stepping its way past you, not batting an eye lid - these humans are strange, the people are good, all smiling and everybody’s happy…”

No direct source, re-blogged from tumblr. Brilliantly written, I can't even

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY SEXY

2011-10-03T09:26:00.002+08:00

One of his recent pics I got off his tumblr. Only celeb whose twitter and tumblr account's FAST & REAL!!!!! Okay la not only but I'm biased like that. Hehehe. LOVE YOU TOMMY LEE..... quote unquote Skypingnakedstation

:( :( :( who's that girl :( :( :(

gagagaga.

2011-09-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

70s

2011-09-30T11:41:00.007+08:00

hair affair part deux

2011-09-30T09:27:00.002+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still have a couple of temporary blue and yellow dyes from my old workplace hahaha sigh temptedlicious yeh~

i love fat necks!

2011-09-29T09:33:00.002+08:00

stupid fat cat who loves to selit but always chooses to sit on yjby's lap instead of MINE. ugh.

say no to drugs, say yes to pizza!

2011-09-28T10:15:00.003+08:00

yes no yes no yes yyesyesyeysyeyyeysysyeyeyyesssssyayyyeyyeyey dear hair pls grow faster

plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsssssss

LP headlining F1 finals 2011

2011-09-26T09:41:00.007+08:00

esplanade waterfront A1 Row 23 Seat 4 (MOI BURSTDAY! 234!)

stayed till about 20ish laps or so..... would have been nice if I had known what's gg on actually. had to stop and irritate people with questions occasionally, sorz

is this Vettel?? anyone??? sibei cute orh but me no like his teeth

my favourite photo of Chester. have always loved his cina ah beng kia flame tatts. only he can carry it off hehehe. also, guy behind me being fucking gay + annoying "Chester marry me!" x infinity. reminded me when I was 13 and found out he was married and got pissed + sad + JEALOUS OMG. FOR FUCK!?!! got over it!

love this pic of Mike and Chester! they look so cute together, bros before hoes y'allz~*~*

They were really good! But after last night, I don't think I'd go for any other event if it's combined with F1 unless it's MM, AC/DC, A7X (again), Motley Crue (again), and I can go on forever but I shan't because the crowd was just so. FUCKED. and not in a good way. Still had fun though. Chester made me jizz in mah pants~~ Speaking of QTPIE, initially I had wanted to make this an All Chester post but sokay I'll save that for some other time. Maybe. Finally fulfilled my wish of seeing him even though they've been here thrice now hahahaha MELTZZZZZ. Also the setlist was mad awesome ah sia. I still remember the lyrics to all the old songs hehehe power laaaa PLUS! THEY PLAYED BURNING IN THE SKIES. Happy like fuck! :')

phuket day 2

2011-09-23T10:25:00.003+08:00

island hopping, nothing new same ol' same ol though a lot of people but nice view no doubt

i was on the same island as LEONARDO DICAPRIO (along with a million others)!!!!!!!!!!!! BIG DEAL OK

locals playing takraw

lunch break! rained quite heavily for a while

rolling in the sand~

i eat, cats eat too hahahahaha here kitty kittyz

*~*banana nutella 4eva*~*

CONDENSED MILK FTW

ended the night with mojito. slurps!

phuket day 1

2011-09-22T10:08:00.007+08:00

8am flight. KIDS SHOULD BE BANNED. period.

pitstop number 2 for banana shake *must!!!!!!!!*

punctured tyre halfway up the hill. nice.

seafood dinner. but of course? in love with the prawns! fat and big! shiok ar!

hais he arhhhh, made me feel awkward in front of everyone.

"go back singapore, find me at orchard tower k!"

omg ok.

end of day 1. short and suuuweeettttah~

neighbourhoods

2011-09-21T11:23:00.004+08:00

song stuck in my head atm. where have you guys been......

Previously plans x infinity but now zero, zilch, nada!!!! WHY!!!! Aiyah don't care la, just want to lepak with people I haven't seen for quite a while. Hello hello, miss you and all of you toos.

ps: shall blog about Phuket when I get hold of alllll the photos which idk when hehe till something exxxciting happens, turrrrah~~

$$$$$$EPTEMBER

2011-09-16T09:10:00.003+08:00

MY FAVOURITE SONG FROM MANY YEARS AGO OMGGGG
sweat drips in my eyes,
screams of lust we cry....
hahahahaha ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'(

Bloody hell!!! I am more sad that I'm missing out on this compared to Avalon Opening tonight because I know there's more of said opening in the future but not post-hardcore bands like this!!!!!!!!! :((((( I SAD AH SIA swear to god....

But nevermind, that said, Hello Phuket for the weekend!

my current ipod theme:

2011-09-14T10:02:00.006+08:00

TOO CUTE. NEEEED TO SHARE. I WANT IPHONE 5 PREASE then can do all this nonsense~*~*

pasir ris openhouse woot woot!

2011-09-07T09:39:00.004+08:00

Omg.. It's been sooooo long since ALL of us stepped in here! 2 years! Rindu sangat2! And looking at all the photos with food in them, it's making me hungry. Yong Tau Foo Caci Su power gils babs. I can taste it in my mouth right now hehehehe.

Random photos in 2007:
Same house, different occasion, + some other people

Aj and Laila were so small back then!!!!! Hahahaha.... rest of said entry Here.

updated 16 hours ago:

2011-09-06T08:56:00.006+08:00

OMG UNLIKE UNLIKE UNLIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Though I'm not complaining that SOTY is coming but All Time Low? EEEE FUCK LAAAA. The only one thing I was damn looking forward to in October. Hate!! Plus it really isn't making me feel any better after youtubing Sum 41 live performances only to find out they WERE in Singapore (twice, need I add) and where was I? I don't know.... Stabs self.

It may not be that bad afterall, provided if anyone is still up for it with me? God. I still remember the lyrics to this song by heart. Yes? No? Yes? Yes? No? No?

le pompon paris

2011-09-05T10:45:00.004+08:00

Gotta say it managed to unleash the hip hop in me last weekend. Good clean fun..... worth every penny except it was open to public for free..... + good muzik = fuckyeahawesome.

ps: we want those shades!!!!!!!!!

my kueh tart has a heart-shape

2011-09-02T11:37:00.001+08:00

no shit, serious got heart shape - I didn't add it on. It comes like that! So funny/remix. But idc munching on tarts 24/7

hehehe my first GIF #fail #GPOY

My hair is in such a total mess I knowwwww and I can't be bothered no more woohoo!

Nothing worth having comes easy.

2011-09-01T10:38:00.006+08:00

:-)

FRANK Y U NO COME SG

2011-08-31T13:31:00.006+08:00

After watching videos of MCR back-to-back at Reading and Leeds Festival 2011 (i) and Rock En Seine 2011 (ii), my Frank Iero phase is back..... CANNOT. STOP. WATCHING. FUCKING HOT AND SEXY AS FUCK I CAN DIE

For my own viewing pleasure:

ii)

URTGHJHJZKHHHZHZZZXXXfrowningyums
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also blogging like crazy and not doing any work because I'm still in Raya mood thus sigh #malasgilalasia. Imagine having to leave the house this morning when everyone was still in bed. FML. Can't wait to go home and feast! (again!)

ANYWAY

2011-08-31T10:30:00.002+08:00

if this applies to you in one way or another then yes, this post is completely relevant.

selamat hari raya y'allz

2011-08-31T09:16:00.006+08:00

I'll try to figure out something for this space but meanwhile....

sigh sorry no pictures either hahahaha nevertheless I had a great first day. IKR. I think I'm starting to see the joy and sadness in it. Awhhhhzhzzzkdalrjiosaueajndjnz ok love my family + grannies + aunts + uncles + cousins no matter what and I think they love me too always and 4eva jyeahh..... blessed.... kinda....ish.

Hope you guys had a great one! I know I did $_$, that is all.

karma at its best

2011-08-29T20:03:00.004+08:00

i'm swimming in the smoke / of bridges i've burned
so don't apologize
i'm losing what i don't deserve

ok chester please sing this on the 25th pls pls plssss i beggggg you

spring cleaning!

2011-08-29T11:41:00.008+08:00

I wish I can say my weekend has been productive and I was involved in the spring cleaning.... but no. I can only say sleep made up 80% of my weekend. Sorry folks.

So 22 jeans in total and none actually has a perfect fit. Blame thrift shopping and my irregular weight gain/loss. Asalkan lawa/murah beli, quote unquote nanti boleh alter tapi tak alter2... not including the ones I actually bought from stores. I shall collect everything in paper bags and chuck them aside forever. As we speak my room now is in a disgusting state and I really wished I hadn't even started.

It's Raya tomorrow and I honestly feel it's rather disturbing to know that Raya 2010 wasn't any different. What does this say about me?

I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

and it goes back and forth, back and forth, y'know?

2011-08-26T13:23:00.004+08:00

got me thinking the whole morning..... so many things have changed.

+ 2 months

2011-08-25T09:06:00.001+08:00

Sent Nizzie off 2 weeks ago. See you in October!

the ugly sad truth

2011-08-24T09:03:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes we disguise our loneliness & see them as love".

monopoly night

2011-08-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

I haven't been playing board games and when I saw this I was like wow~*. Totally different and new! No longer the usual houses and hotels. Now you can build industries, parks, stadiums, schools, prisons, rubbish dumps, water towers etc etc! CUTE RIGHT somemore got buzzer thingy so you won't take a long time to do trading/building/buying. We played way beyond the given time (which was 2 hours) so the buzzer kept repeating at a certain period of time wah seh annoying.

n: yessssaa pay me 8.4mil
y: okay i pay you 3.4mil first, owe you another 5mil

wahhh abg besar sudah kluar ah ok no actually wanted to say wah! can liddat one ah! But of course you all know who won at the end of the day.

Yeah, not me. Krik, krik.

universal studios, 2011

2011-08-22T10:13:00.006+08:00

It was supposed to be "family day" but I only saw 2 of my colleagues (thank god). Also I think my co. needs to look up the dictionary on what "family" really means because I couldn't bring anyone else except for 1) partner 2) parents... ok what boo.

Anyway had shitload of fun omg swear to god I underestimated the roller coaster! And it didn't help that it was the first ride we took as soon as we reached at about 0945am. Talk about tak kasih chan langsong. And being the first few people, we were given the honour of sitting front row kthx but that obviously didn't stop us from taking it for more than 10 times uh huh lost count by noon. Took multiple times only to get the perfect shot while on it! Nonsense really but who cares. One time I sat next to a quite chubby + cute pure Pinoy lady who was SOOOOO EXCITEDDDDD and said something like "omg it's my first time! and I'm alone!" to me before it started and then DURING the ride, she actually shouted "YES!!! YES!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!" instead of screaming. Omg seriously I couldn't help but burst out laughing KECOH SIAL HAHAHA. #orgasmmax?!

So we took nothing else except for a couple more like those we missed previously and realised afters why we didn't even bother in the first place lol Donkey Live is just so ...... let's just say I was expecting a person in a donkey suit AT LEAST. Surprisingly it wasn't that crowded and we didn't have to wait that long for rides. But still by the time it was 1800hrs we were fucking pancit to the max. I was totally out of breath. Left the place with cramped legs and bruised arms but fckn happy! Thanks yojiboyyyyy. :)

what i'd really love to do right now

2011-08-18T11:06:00.002+08:00

put this on repeat mode all curled up in bed and sleep forever..... mufacking cramps' killing me!!

someone like you

2011-08-17T15:46:00.003+08:00

for some weird reason tumblr is not allowing me to reblog nonsense so i'm resorting to YOU. i need new everything, it's not funny.

ps freja's belly button sew c00t?!

:')

2011-08-16T10:13:00.001+08:00

2011-08-15T11:23:00.005+08:00

omg... good ol' days. Haven't heard this in years! See you in October, me hopes?

(source: rockaway m'sia 2011)

I saw my blanket in the trash! :(

2011-08-14T08:39:00.000+08:00

To see a blanket in your dream, symbolizes warmth, love, security and protection. You may be seeking for some form of shelter from the outside world. Consider also how your dream may be calling attention to a "cover-up" in some situation or circumstance in your waking life.

11am

2011-08-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But, then again, a day will come when I want off that ride

on repeatttt....

2011-08-10T09:04:00.006+08:00

i'm on the road of least resistance / i'd rather give up than give in to this / so promise me only one thing, would you? / just don't ever make me promises / no promises

good morning cruel world

2011-08-08T09:46:00.004+08:00

"To dream that you lose your wallet, suggests that you need to be more cautious and careful about your spending and finances. You need to be more responsible with your money. Alternatively, losing your wallet, indicates that you are losing touch with your true identity. You are experiencing some anxiety over changes and uncertainties happening in your life."

Meh. Like I needed to dream about something like that to know that I should - wait no - "need to be more responsible with your money." Plus I think I've been spending wayyy to much time in bed that I am feeling quite stoned to do anything right now. Jesuzzz.

So like any other weekend, we thought of watching a movie last Saturday night but due to the uncertainty of work timings, we didn't get to book so decided to try our luck. No luck la, everywhere was full. Fucking annoying. Dammit! I hate this piece of shithole more and more each day.

LAZY MODE ON

2011-08-05T10:25:00.002+08:00

Today I don't feel like doing anything except staring into space.
...
....
.....
8 MORE HOURS

bday reunion

2011-08-04T09:35:00.004+08:00

Finally met up with my favourites for break fast + to celebrate Shaq's 21st. Had seafood at Pasir Ris Park (omg salted egg crab ftw!!!!!!!) and the rest of the night goes without saying. This time round it was cake, presents and watching super sized bbw on youtube. Yeckkkk!

the cranberries, 2011

2011-08-02T11:55:00.002+08:00

jamie xx @ sterolab + chalet I

2011-08-02T09:39:00.008+08:00

One of the best DJ sets I've been to in a while, fuckyehawesomeeee.

So that was Thursday. Barely slept and had to leave for work soon afters. Nice. Have always hated work on Fridays dky - night time was the start of Tenaga's 3D2N chalet, dk how tf me and my galpalzz ended up there throughout but twas fun :> This time round stayed awake from Friday till Sunday 0100hrs! GG!

LINE OF THE WEEK: (week because I still snigger to myself when I replay this scene in my head!)
"wahhh abg besar sudah kluar ah... wa pikir lu sudah mampos!" hahahaha sialah jai

song of the week:

2011-08-01T15:38:00.004+08:00

Still feel like I'm recovering from the weekend... 'xcept not really. Cranberries tonight!

2021

2011-07-29T17:30:00.005+08:00

“The best kind of kiss, is the kind when you have to stop because you can’t help but smile.”

2011-07-26T11:37:00.003+08:00

because I always feel like running/ not away, because there is no such place / because, if there was I would have found it by now / because it's easier to run, / easier than staying and finding out you're the only one... who didn't run

week 29

2011-07-25T10:28:00.008+08:00

Wow, weekend flew by just. like. that. I don't remember doing anything productive at all except maybe missing out on Incubus while they were in KL. Okay, nevermind once is enough, no? yojiboy > brandon boyd (hehe really) lurp yew~*~*~

Also managed to squeeze in time for HP2/Draco although he was only in it for idk 45 mins haissssss. Still, didn't think I'd be affected but...

“Lily, Severus? After all this time?”
“Always.”

:')

PLANKING CATS

2011-07-21T13:37:00.001+08:00

2011-07-21T13:19:00.002+08:00

I think that's what's wrong with the world,
no one says what they really feel,
they always hold it inside.
they're sad but they don't cry,
they're happy but they don't dance or sing
they're angry but they don't scream
because if they do, they feel ashamed
and that's the worst feeling in the world.
so everyone walks with their heads down
and no one sees how beautiful the sky is.

passive aggressive

2011-07-21T10:31:00.007+08:00

I have to constantly remind myself that r/s is abt acceptance, not tolerance.

been told off so many times within a week and yet I won't stop trying. It could be
1) too fucking numb with my own feelings
2) thick skinned as hell
3) just feel the need to do the opposite as always
4) guilt in me is eating me up alive
5) just plain stupid
6) all of the above

ANYWAY -
I wanna dine in Hello Kitty cafe someday haha. Their stuff are too fucking cute... I CANNOT

or I can just get the kitty waffles maker shiiiiit tak perrrluuu.... NOMZZZ

2011-07-17T22:45:00.012+08:00

Google+: HI I FOUND ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND PEOPLE YOU KNOW ON GOOGLE+
Me: ...I don't know any of these people. I've never heard of these people.
Google+: THESE ARE YOUR FRIENDS
Me: No, I've never seen these people before in my life.
Google+: GOOGLE+ SAYS THESE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THESE ARE ALL YOUR GOOGLE+ FRIENDS NOW DO NOT FUCK WITH GOOGLE+ GOOGLE+ TALKS TO GOOGLE STREET VIEW SO GOOGLE+ KNOWS WHERE YOU LIVE DO NOT FUCK WITH GOOGLE+ THESE ARE YOUR FRIENDS NOW YOUR ONLY FRIENDS GOOGLE+ SAYS SO ALSO YOUR NEW GOOGLE+ NAME IS "BITCHTITS"

Still trying to figure this thing out. kinda pointless but whatever -
The week's over. honestly, I can't even..., I don't know really but watching Seru TWICE on Friday night, talking shit and rolling in bed from 4am till 11pm the next night

WHAT THE FUCK WERE WE THINKING HAHAHA k wtv me love impromptu "slumber pardiezz".

ps i hope next week will be better

happy 23rd birthday

2011-07-12T00:00:00.004+08:00

sorry.

oo

2011-07-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

"It happens to everyone as they grow up... you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see the things the way you do. And so you keep the memories but you find yourself moving on."

2011-07-10T13:04:00.002+08:00

"In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. The right person will still think the sun shines out of your ass."

- Juno

o

2011-07-07T16:10:00.001+08:00

friday night in pictures:

2011-07-04T08:58:00.003+08:00

Tanak ckp byk ah, hahahaha quote unquote
Kalau solo ELLA,kalau girl band ELITE,kalau boyband MAY ah.

AC/DC - Highway To Hell LIVE 2011

2011-07-02T21:37:00.002+08:00

Holy shiiiiittttttt. Come to SG plsssss!!!!

Johnny Depp plays guitar for Alice Cooper

2011-07-02T19:49:00.005+08:00

- 28 June 2011

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2011-06-29T11:35:00.008+08:00

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/traveling-alone-for-introverts/

though I don't think I can survive without my pussypowerpalzz for a trip. yet. hahahaha. I need them to laugh with me at certain things/wake me up/make me food/remind me to flush the toilet hahahahaha and the list goes on I fckn swear

oh and the warmth of their pantats when we share a room, possibly bed to cut cost
jeez I sound so bloody attached for no reason, actually more like detached. I need a 1 month holiday HAHAHAHA goddammit yes same old shit everytime, I disgust myself. No really, seeing people going to work in the morning makes me feel so fucking depressed. NO JOKE AH SIALAH.... But what to do. Stabs.

But still. This morning was different for that first hour or so. Yeah, only. Breaky with Yjby before he leaves for a week. Take care and hap phun ah! I wang babi guling

neverending stream of randomness

2011-06-27T10:31:00.011+08:00

I wasn't even thinking about Thailand until a customer from KPH called in to blaa bla blaaaaa

Bloody fucking lots and lots of misses for this place, not just Kophs but Thailand as a whole. Chey berbual mcm dah travel whole of Thailand. Tak ah, tak penah tapi nak. NAK JUGAK? Semua la kau nak. Apa tanak? Kerja tanak. Yah of course.

Convo over the weekend:
"But aku tak tau apa nak makan tho."
*ain & mars 1 level down death-stared me*
"Eh wtf I meant tho as in T-H-O, not D-O-H."

KL got us. Confirm? Confirm!
Double confirm? DOUBLE CONFIRM!

Ok whatever stupid ger, snap out of it and get back to work....

dinner success!

2011-06-25T15:21:00.008+08:00

Menu for last night:
steak, CHEESE fries (yes it gotta be cheese fries or we ain't eating), salad, mushroom soup, mash potato (but I didn't do it for them sorry too full and lazy maybe next time, padahal stakat add boiling water tu pon malas hahaha) Gotta say end result was fucking awe-some! Although I can't say much cause I only did the salad (with instructions given of course quote unquote noob of the kitchen. so sad) and cleaning hmm hmm. Thanks Adrian, Nizzie, Fey, Shaq and Amirul hehehe. Overall satisfying dinner max! :)

2011-06-25T14:53:00.004+08:00

It’s easy to hate humans. To see the worst in everyone, be completely disgusted with humanity and long to be alone. But think of all the best moments in your life, were you alone?

0745am

2011-06-24T10:12:00.003+08:00

Good morning, Eunos.
Also, it's about time I tell my Mom I need curtains/blinds for my room

and these:
...an actual wallet instead of using something else which is not a wallet but acts like a wallet
...license wtf
...ability to save kaching$

weekend in KL

2011-06-22T10:43:00.006+08:00

Last minute plans always works best!

+ barsonic (lagu melayu only in kelab M'sia y'allz! feat. Ella and some other malay song)
+ jln alur for supper
+ klcc, sober as fuck.....
+ sungei wang (basement boleh jumpstyle sampai kepala stuck at level 1)
+ baan 26 @ changkat
+ back to jln alur for supper before leaving on Sunday